Wednesday, March 02, 2005

You Alone

This message is to my one and only girl, Frances Lyn:
Since i know she's reading this right now.

"I never had the courage to go up to you and tell you my true feelings. And I regret that tremendously. But it is my belief that if two people are meant to be, they will. Although the pain is immense, I will never reveal my identity to you for two main reasons. Firstly, because it might spoil our friendship right now. Secondly, because I know you're happy with him. If time was in the form of a person, he would stop for me, everytime I saw you. You are the centre of my world. I will continue blogging about YOU, because no matter what. I still love you. You alone.
Let people say what they want. Nothing will change."

4 Comments:

Blogger Sinaran said...

Yikes...one word for you : OBSESSED

5:18 PM  
Blogger MoSe said...

i was quite shock to come across tis actually.

i donno who u r n don care either but there's 1 thing i would like to say to u...sometimes things r meant to b hidden, just let ur love towards som1 u shouldnt hav slips away someday or another since u'll be graduating soon...for now studies comes 1st though i know it's hard for u to concentrate but u'll just hav to do ur best. life IS not fair, whether u like it or not, every1 will just hav to live on wif it. I suggest the 1st move u should make is close down tis thing coz u'll continue to loose control over urself if u keep thinking bout it.

7:10 AM  
Blogger MoSe said...

There was a guy,T,who was added into sum1’s MSN messenger’s contact…P if u will..
And that was how T and P started chatting and knowing each other better…they moved on from strangers..to frens,to close frens,and to sumthing even more than that..yet..there was this very thin line that separated them from being BF/GF…for the gal..it was probably the reason that the guy should confess 1st…however…it was nvr wat it seemed..the guy was wondering..”did he lyk her in the 1st place?..did he lyk her jst bcos she was close to him?..doesnt that mean he can lyk ANY gal that gets close to him?..yet..there was sumthing about this gal that attracted him to her..”..but the most important reason y this guy din confess..was bcos he was goin away in a few months..and though he nvr explained this to many people…he din wan P to suffer..he din wan P to be in a conversation where everyones talking about their GF/BF…and she’s left there all alone..thinking bout T….bf/gf…yet so far apart…

Sumtimes..to love sum1…its not by giving flowers..or driving her around…or doing favours for her…or loving sum1 for their good looks,talent,or basis of what people say… “wah..they so ngam for each other”…tats a lot of crap…if any1 falls for anybody for those reason..that person doesn’t deserve to be anybody’s bf/gf..its the heart and personality that matters…not talent or looks….

U say u dun confess bcos u are afraid that you’ll break the friendship…I dun noe u at all…but I dun even think that u HAVE a friendship wit her…are u 2 close?..do u 2 share secrets?..do u 2 trust each other?..being classmates doesn’t mean that u 2 are frens…

Anyway,even wit a secret identity…wit u having those thoughts about her,looking at her pictures,going to her house,and the way u had to make blogspot specially dedicated to her…sub-conciusly…u do wan her to see this blog rite?..and u do wan her to noe the stuff u do for her don’t you?..and u do wan her to knoe your real identity rite?...let me tell me you now that ur scaring the freaking guts out of her…ur jst a few steps from being a mad fanatic..a stalker if u will…this won’t make her TOUCHED and fall for you…it’ll make her run away from u…

Y do u waste ur life for this gal?....u can continue liking her u noe…u can like her…have thoughts about her..imagine pak tor-ing wit that gal..but dun let it affect ur life lyk it is now…ur freaking mom and dad did not have sex,kept u in the womb for the damn 9 months..so that u can get over-obsesed over a gal 18-19 years lata…if ur mom and dad knew…wat wud they think?wat I’m trying to say is…u can continue lyking her,and secretly lyking her too if u wan…but dun let it affect ur life…ur almost reaching 20…u dun wanna change into 20 wit that kind of attitude…the way we shape ourselves wen we’re about tis age…will be the way we live for the rest of our lives…u think of that..

“wen 2 people are meant to be…they’ll meet anywhere in the world..even if it takes 10-20 years lata…BCOS they’re meant to be..”..thats wat I owis tell myself…and I believe it too…

A guy using mose's account,
T

3:58 PM  
Blogger switchblade said...

dude, now tat u've told her tat, CONCENTRATE ON UR STUDIES!!!! dun continue obsessing bout her for these couple months. dun stalk her or anyhting, just STUDY HARD!!! the success from ur a levels may lead to a lifetime of success and a possibility to be with her while ur obsession with her now might lead to a lifetime of hell and zero to no chance at all to be with her

6:55 PM  

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